I’m sure some of us invested a lot of emotions into K-pop idols that we end up getting hurt because we already know deep down God will not give them to us as our boyfriends/spouses because He has someone better for us and what’s nice about this, He prepares us a man who will lead us to God no matter what the season. I AM ashamed to say that I have a separate one dedicated to liking BTS pictures from my actual social account. It wasn’t necessarily wrong, but I still felt kind of bad about being “unproductive”. Acts 2:21 “And it shall come to pass that everyone who calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” Call on His name, repent and ask for forgiveness. Yoooooo guys I am actually so shook right now!! Whenever I watch BTS videos or spend time online instead of doing homework, I feel really bad about it. Just the thought of losing Christ broke my heart. I would never reveal this is person and even now, I’m embarrassed to type this…I came into college giving my life to Christ and I’ve enjoyed being a born again Christian. One thing I try to do with the KDRAMAS is look for themes and Biblical parallels. Mostly recent ones when they were on their way to Las Vegas for the BBMAs. What is KPop? Focus on your commonalities, don’t judge a book by its cover, and, for goodness sake, take a risk. I dream about them everyday, day dream about them and imagining things(but i dont go overboard). And try researching about toxic masculinity and how k-pop fights against it, so you can explain to others what they might misunderstand! Thank you very much for this wonderful reflection. that might become a treat with your relationship with God. its okay to be a fan as long as you dont treat them as God. /*:P I used to be obsessed just like you. My quiet time seemed meaningless. 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